I was born and raised in Toronto. I had a good childhood, you know, growing up in Greenwood Park, across the road from the pool, and hockey rink, too, in the wintertime. And baseball games and hardball too. Playing hardball and going camping every weekend. You know, my dad would always take us camping.

I used to love dreaming. I used to have dreams, and then I was trying to practice getting back into them. And then I started to be able to wake up and go to the bathroom, and then I would just go back in and lie down, and I would get back into it sometimes, right before I left off. It was pretty cool. Yeah. I used to dream a lot. A lot.

Yeah, I liked my dreams. I had a lot of good dreams. I never really had nightmares. I mean, there was a time for a bit that it was strange that I would close my eyes, and the devil would be there, like, it was there with his hand out. But it was after watching things like The Exorcist, you know, way too young. Not that my parents let me. I snuck downstairs. I was a bad little bugger. My brothers would be sleeping, but I was just always up, like a nighthawk. And I was working really young too, you know, I was always shoveling soil or cutting grass. I was on a job site with my dad at 9. My mom couldn't stand it. But, you know, I was happy. I was happy just doing stuff.

I didn't really sleep a lot. No, I guess I didn't. I was always up. Yeah. I was afraid I was gonna miss something. I only had like, a grade four education, but, uh, I must have been paying attention somehow because, you know, I don't consider myself to be ignorant in any way. I started reading, I had trouble reading when I was a kid, so my mom started reading with me and, you know, I was more into science fiction, a lot of science fiction, you know, and truth. I love the truth. I just can't stand, you know, you know, being lied to. Plus, you know, I said I had a good upbringing. I always treated people with respect, you know, and brought up good, right?

In the last couple of years, since COVID, a lot of things went on. I started having more, they were more like, heavy nightmares, but I wasn't scared at all. They were nightmares, but I was just like, you know, whatever. I'm just seeing things—horrible, horrible things. But, you know, not so much the graphic parts. It was very, it was very sad, you know, very gloomy. I've had some serious visions, like, you know, but just things that have happened, you know what I mean?

Like, I never heard people talking in my head. And then all of a sudden it was like it just opened up, and I started hearing everybody. And I was like, “Oh, I don't like this. I don't like nobody talking in my head.” Like, I could hear everybody around talking and I could read their thoughts and listen and supposedly, you know, [i was being] filmed or something. I remember being filmed, when I [saw] cameras and I'm on the job.

Well, it's only been the last couple of years, you know, since the COVID shot. Like, I've never gotten COVID shots or flu shots or anything. I got a really good immune system. I got sick once when I was really young. And my mom told me that, you know—it was horrible, it wasn't puking or anything like that, it was just, the feeling was just unbelievable, like, you know, [heart beating] fast, very, very fast—and my mom told me, “You'll never be sick again.” And I never got sick again. Never. And then, well, of course I got sick coming off of drugs, but yeah that's different. You know what I mean, like, my immune system just started kicking in.

I've been always, you know, fighting what, what people would say. In school I would argue, like, I remember the teacher saying, you only use 10% of your brain. I'd be like, well, why is that? Who are you to say that I use that? And right away I'm just fighting it. I'm just fighting it. But my three friends that committed suicide, one after the first one, and it just, you know, started bugging me.

And then, you know, LSD really woke me up. LSD really woke me up. I'm not saying it's a good thing by no means, you know what I mean? It's not a good thing. But then when I went to go on methadone, I had a doctor say to me, “Do you have any magic powers?” I was like, what? Like, that blew me away. To hear somebody say that is like, it rocked my world again. I was like, what?

And I've been in reality for a long time, you know, people think that I've been checking around doing this, or I'm stuck in some sort of dream world. Like I say, my dreams are my reality, because my mind, because of all the LSD I did. But it's, it's because I think something and it just happens. So, you know, I want something and I get it, you know? But it's just positive. Right. I believe in karma very strongly. And God.

Well, only in the last, like, you know, the last few years have I recognized it, because for me it was like more was right in front of me. Like I would sneak out of the house to go to Sunday school living up at Brimley, and all of a sudden I see some lady in the park. And the lady called me over and she goes, “What's your name?” And I said, “Tim.” And she goes, “Did your mother call you Timothy?” I said, “Yeah, when she's angry.” And she goes, “You know your name is in this,” and she has this book, right? And, uh, [she] read my name to me, about something. I just wanted to be quiet. I was humble and, you know, and so I started doing it quietly. I never tell anybody out loud.

The visions I've been having have been really, really, very strange. Very, very... not like, strange, like, but yeah. Strange. Like me meeting, you know, uh, in my dreams and messages and, and you know, things, but also reading, reading, in my head. And then people think, like, [they’re] seeing things kind of manifesting around me, like the energy.

And, you know, when I was on acid when I was younger, I wanted to know what was the truth, what was the way. And I had a friend with me, and I said, “Well, let's go for a ride.” And we started at Neville Park, and I said, you know, “Let's see who comes on the bus.” Like, I just wanna know whoever it is. I didn't say he was gonna sit here or anything. I just left a seat open, and the streetcar started packing up with different people. And they all had bibles. It was crazy. It was like every religion was coming on there. And I didn't realize how many different, you know, religions there were, you know, or ways of life or whatever. But, you know, and I was very, very keen on listening to everything that was being said. And it started emptying, the streetcar started emptying. And then there's a, a blonde girl and some other gentleman, they were talking about a couple of things that, that still hadn't come up. And, and then it ended up being... it was love, you know? And it was kind of what I, you know, I just wanted to know. And that's what I chose. I chose love. It was a powerful thing. And no hate there. I'm very positive too. I don't like, you know, anger. It doesn't solve anything. You know what I mean? It doesn't get you anywhere.

And you know, kids that I hung out with, some pretty bad kids, that were going through some pretty rough times, right? So, it wasn't like they were gonna talk, but, you know, little by little we would find out, you know what I mean, this and that. It was like, wow, man. And then having to go see things myself. Like, you know, having, you know, one of my friend's daughters getting molested at school where she works in the daycare and I just snap. Lighting starts coming in and lighting is smashing me in the back. And I'm standing there, like, I'm losing my mind, like I'm in out of my body and I want to kill this person, but then it's a kid and I calm down. I'm like, what the fuck? The kids being molested by his mom's boyfriend, which could be, who knows? And he was just, you know, naked. And I was like, I'm not gonna get mad at that. And, you know, he was a kid and, and her daughter was a kid. So not mad at that either, but it was just like, you know, it was Children's Aid and all these things. And then being in situations with “Oh, Children's Aid can do anything.” And I had some kid jump in my arms and gave it back to, to my girlfriend or her, her son, right? And, and they Children's Aid standing there. She's going, she calls the cops and she goes, “Aren't you gonna do something?” The cops going, “No, we're not gonna do nothing.” You know, I got arrested, but it wasn't for that. You see, I got arrested because somebody had me up for robbing a bank or was allegedly gonna rob a bank. But it was just, you know, everybody's been trying to just make me out to be something that I'm not, you know, and, uh, the truth will come out. I always say it.

I like daydreams. I like to just, you know, sit. And I used to have them a lot when I was younger, you know, that's what you got afternoons. I would take a nap, right? And just have some nice daydreams. But lately, like I said, it's been more visions. It's been, you know, more visions.

And then there's been some dreams where I'm in and it's not right. Just not right. And then you're, you're trying, and it's like you're being forced ,and it's like, forcing my will, and it's not right. It's not a dream. And then I started to get a little better. Then there was one that was really odd. It was like very, very, like, it was almost like, uh, robotic. It was like, you know, I could see people that I had never seen, but I knew who they were.

And, you know, the things that I was being able to do, like, you know, being in hell or something where, where there was people that were trying to hurt me, but I'm just like, not afraid. I'm just walking up walls. I've had some really good ones too, where I'm just... I loved them. You know, I used to fly when I was kid. I used to fly around the neighborhood there, and down on Logan [Avenue] and that.

But then I also, you know, feel responsible for things, too. Like knowing when there's a storm or something happening, like, and I feel responsible for it and, you know, really bad for it. Like, I miss the thunder. The thunder, you know. When was the last time you heard thunder, right? Even in the summertime when we had rain. It's been very rare. It's been just you know a lot of lightning, but not so much thunder.

Yeah, well, I was in the detox, right? And I was gonna go from there to trying to get into somewhere else. I got outta rehab, again, 'cause I tried to come off cold turkey again. So, two days I was fine, all of a sudden, the third day: up all night. And then people coming in and certain people are trying to get me angry because I'm not doing this, like, you know, being asked in my head to give money, give this, give that. I'm like, “Well, you're worth billions and billions of dollars.” I'm like, you, okay. And the economy's this. And then, then people are, so I'm seeing stuff on the TV going, that's fucked up. That's not normal.

And then people playing with, you know, time moving. Like, all of a sudden I'm walking and I know it's this time, and then all of a sudden I walk and it's like, oh, okay, now you're gonna tell me it's, it's Monday and it's not. It's Sunday. And I know it's Sunday. But of course, you know, they're gonna just do anything they can to take down my belief system, right?

Moss Park community is, is a good community. A good community. Yeah. I mean, it's always, it was always good here when I come here and I, and you know, like I said, when you start seeing how things have changed so much too.